Flowers, quotes

Every Life Matters

As my inner shift continues to evolve, my spiritual space also continues to expand within and around me. Intensive reparative work on self has decreased in need. Allowing my unblocked energies to now flow outward. No longer soloy driven to seek my own truth. Now strong enough to help another on their path. This is the reward, this is the joy, this is the moment my heart has been waiting for.

My true self once again has awaken, now resurrected, old wounds healed and a vital spirit no longer dimmed. As always my core message burns bright and reads the same. Be it spoken through word, action or in a moment of silence.  CADA VIDA IMPORTA! Yes EVERY LIFE MATTERS! This is my life, this is my work, this is my love, this is my voice-

Love and Light Always
The Empowered Runt-lil Big R

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Heart Open Hands Tied

Heart Open Hands Tied

I will always be your son, you shall always be my mother.  Through it all, the unknowns and unspoken’s I have chosen to love, honor, support and adore you. I trust you know this from my heart to your yours. Over the years reinforcement’s of both respect and love have been spoken, written and displayed. Perhaps this is the root of your soul discomfort, an inner unworthy this is something only you would know.

I don’t believe any family needs to be emotionally complex, but it is what it is and perfect for being that. This is how we grow, live and learn. I believe there is a bigger cosmic plan, as a woman or man we do have the freedom to expand. To step out of our discomfort zones and re-evaluate the lay of our genetic plan. Perhaps my visions are silly, maybe our tribe situation is simply a mash-up of Sicilian feist or karma ladled with a lineage of ancestral history unspoken and dark. All I know is that my side of the emotional shores are clean. I ask you for your own sense of calm, set aside your stones of resentments, they no longer serve you or do they?

For you and no one else I encourage you gently one last time to halt and to heal. You our dear mother who brought life to three amazing sons. You are deserving of love and joy, it is never to late. The clock ticks now at half past 86, my mother’s day wish for you is to find your peace. Release your relic pains from what is now an ancient past. I write this to highlight the positives of your existence. You are strong, you are loved, you are brave, and you sure as hell are a survivor YES YOU ARE-oh-YES YOU ARE! You taught us so much about love, life and you kept us safe. It is now your turn, it has been your turn and will continue to be. Same with me and every other being that strolls these streets. Wake up don’t weep, from Childhood to retirement to mortal decay I don’t think you have ever learned to play. In God you “trust” yet you’ve never surrendered. There is no purpose in any faith when you slap the face of your deity with half-hearted hopes.

I’ll end here my parent, please always know that my heart may be open, yet I my hands are now tied.

Love and Light Always
The Empowered Runt-lil Big R

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New Dreams Found

I just awoke refreshed from a purifying dream. Like all dreams only the dreamer understands the full message. I lived in a beautiful tropical home. All glass, no solid walls shear and transparent. Sliding doors no formal front or back entrances all sides where welcoming. All sides where filled with light, completely surrounded with lush tropic and sub tropic plant life and of course a pool (cleansing and rebirthing). In this vision the house is a peaceful sanctuary. People always feeling welcome to journey through. Filling it with love and positive infusions comfort and dialogue.

Although I am fortunate to have shelter there is no natural light where I am at this moment. I count my blessings, but it is a living tomb based on how I like to live and how I need to be fueled. After a challenging week the importance of change is critical and there is no budging in the making of new realties and goals, no passive behavior future life concepts. The importance of light is symbolic as much as it imperative to healthy living. I live the life, I make the change, I live the dream-

After waking I compared this to my fantasy escape dreams of my deep dark pre diagnosed manic depressive 20’s. My fantasy living was to be, and this is no exaggeration kids. To live in a concrete cube with no windows and a remote controlled cement slab door that only I could control who came in or out. BTW that was no one, how sad at the moment and how wonderful the change. I never ate, no furniture, with the exception of a mattress with white stark sheets. My only companions where music, darkness, the cold, the reverb of silence and me. Disco and strobe lights and like Robby Benson in the movie The Death of Richie, I was completely removed, isolated, tripped out and checked into my own personal prison.

I’ll take today’s vision as an optimum vision quest. Yes, I really must start one of the those visualization boards again from the 80’s.

Are those still “trending?” lol

Keep Dreaming
Love and Light Always
The Empowered Runt – lil Big R

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